To Have You 您

There are reasons for every thing that happened. Sometimes, we felt that what we want is what we never get. But we forgot that what we want isn't always what we need. We often look down searching for the past but neglect what's ahead of us. Put your head up.

What's in the past will always be in the past. Time is irreversible. Live the future. Who knows, what's in the future are kept safe for us just until we open our eyes wide and see. Things might just be better. Things will be better.

Yes, though it will never feel the same, bring back the past. Repeat history. Things will definitely work out well. Because there are people, waiting in the future, who are meant for us. Who are meant to be by our side. Who could just mean the world for us. They could just be the reasons for a brighter day.

And just until we realize, one day we will surely be thankful to these people, saying how I am grateful,

to have you.

Jemah Pajero 朋友 - Part 3: Characters, Epilogue

Click here if you have not seen part 2: The Characters

那些角色

THE CHARACTERS OF THE LOST DONGU
PART 3

THE LAST SINGER
Every time song is playing, he can sing it all. He said he didn’t memorize these songs but I think he lied (maybe he was saying the truth). He even remembered the song I played that he never heard of. He was quite timid (to me) but later in the semester, he showed his true color and he made (not so) funny jokes. Huh

THE VEXATIOUS
This guy sometimes I want to slap him on the face but after I remembered I always use his cotton bud and took three of his coffees, I think I should postpone my intention (maybe until next semester). I don’t know why he’s watching ancient anime - Yuyuhakusho. And he tried so hard speaking nogori sombilan. Okay now I feel like slapping him with a chair.

THE INSIDIOUS
This girl now, I don’t know why she loves mamak so much she always hang out at mamak’s and she has a village in Langkawi. And a village in Bukit Tinggi. Oh and she plays guitar. Lalala

THE NETWORKING
This guy, he can’t sleep with the lights off. I don’t know why but maybe he just dislike (or afraid of?) darkness. But he has a lot, I mean, hundreds of movies. We call him Mr. Downloading (I just made that).

THE LEKOR
This boy, or man is quite mature I think but, he plays facebook games and curse in Terengganu when the odds are not ever in his favor. And he at significant times changes his facebook profile photo (selfie to another selfie).

THE MEMORY
Okay now this uncle, or this grandfather puts his things everywhere and then he said it’s lost while it’s just misplaced. I mean come on he has two beds, two chairs, two tables but he sleeps in another room (greedy). WTF? And you don’t mess with him or he’ll freeze you with Elsa’s magical power – let it go. I mean, "be the good boy you always have to be". Oh you know him - Disney Prince. Lol

THE SUGUS OF WONDERLAND
A she, her favourite lines are “I know right?”. I still remember that night when we were all decorating cupcakes and when it’s done, everyone just left the mess and she mumbled saying this and that. So she was the one cleaning it all (with some other people). Anyway, thank you so much for that.

THE PACIFICATION
This one I don’t know how to describe but she’s one year older than everyone but I am still the eldest. Heh. And she’s terengganuwiy. Oh I remember, she's a Kpopers too. Sigh.

THE DAISY
Phew! I think this she is pretty wise I saw how she handled things during our dinner. She is anyway one of the strongest jemahs you know? You should hear the way she speaks. And her current favourite is "She's an Extraordinary Wife".

THE STRONGHOLD
At first sight she seemed very quiet (she did her own things) but later it was revealed that this girl loves to take selfies too, and sometimes she does make mild jokes (lawak hahahambar). I would laugh out of pity. She's however quite passive in class, I think?

THE BUTTERCUP
Okay. Next one, she calls herself 'kite' (not that flying paper tied with string) and she has a very strong terengganuwiy dialect and she’s known as "ustazah pilihan" by her lab mates, and me.

THE LIONESS
Although she is quite small but she’s the strongest of all. And she collects money. And do you know the movie (fill in the blank) "______ and the Chocolate Factory" ?

THE WAITING
This next girl is also small but she eats a lot she keeps asking me to bring her cakes - moist chocolate cake. Oh she's in a long distance relationship what do you expect.

THE SUBSTANTIAL
A sober. I don’t know how could she left us when we needed her. Okay just kidding. She’s at first the eldest of all but since she was gone, I took the throne - because I am the rightful heir. What? And beware, she sees (like watching movies) that face smirking outside of your window so you might want to spread the curtain and close the window.

THE TOURIST
At first sight, she spoke in English, and everyone thought she’s “something”. Well, she’s fine. However, she didn’t attend the dinner because she was having vacation, with her family. Oh how could she? Ottoke

THE GREAT SAKA
And finally, this woman, she has the strongest voice of all. I mean like even birds will stop tweeting when she speaks. And probably the fiercest one too. Anyway I feel that her voice rocks. Bob Marley? Don't forget the has that sharp stare that will kill the soul in you.

EPILOGUE

Now these may be the characters of my classmates that I noticed (or I can remember). Not that these differences matters, but these are what makes family stronger, because we are One Big Family.

I think, I am so blessed to have these people existing at this point of my life although they might not feel the same way, because I always believe everything happen for a reason. And we are the reason for this.

I know sometimes (or most of the times) I act crazy and annoyed these people but trust me, i have never acted that way except when I’m at home. I mean my real home. And these people make me feel at home.

Things would have never been better. And thing are best the way they are.

Whatever happened, I am glad it happened.

Oh wait, looks like there is one more character left. Oh it's me.



THE GREAT AVATAR
Water, earth, fire and air. His powers are so great and only he, can bring balance to the world. I will write a special entry for me, oh I mean The Great Avatar. Muahahahaha

最后

the end

The entries were written in 2014 with some minor editing in 2015.
All characters written are based on the writer's opinion and may subject to change in time.

Jemah Pajero 朋友 - Part 2: The Characters

Click here if you have not seen part 1: The Prologue


THE BEGINNING

Being for about five months with these pajeros I might not know really well who they are, but close enough these are the people that filled my days with happiness, even without them knowing it. Here, I want to tell you a story about them, how these people marked themselves by their characters and sometimes it's just, oh man I don't know what to say. Nevertheless, I appreciate them as who they are even I am just nobody, for me, maybe that’s enough.

那些角色

THE CHARACTERS OF THE LOST DONGU

THE NINIGUY

There is a what-do-you-expect guy who eats egg (he buy trays of eggs) and probably he's the descendant of Naruto (because he's a, Ninjutsuian?). Well I should say none shall mess with him because he will annoy you even without intending so. A pure talent huh?

THE KOREAN DAYLIGHT
Then there is this woman who's so scared of losing the sun she keeps wishing it would never disappears… on facebook, and Instagram. Oh and I heard she loves erk, Korean too? And lately she went to eat asam pedas in Malacca?

THE DERAMAN'S GIRL
Next there is this girl who seldomly talk and, I don’t really remember when did she talked to me. Oh maybe she’s just too shy. You know sometimes shyness is good.

THE DAYDREAM
Whilst, there is another woman who loves to laugh I think she could laugh on everything. Oh and, here it is, she wrote a very inspiring poetry on her Instagram even when it has nothing to do with the photo. I mean, she could post her selfie yet talking about the rain. And beware, her captions are mostly long she could possibly publish a book.

THE UNSERIOUS
Now there is this guy who has trouble in believing facts 'cause he keeps asking whether that thing, is serious or not. Like “serious?” “serious?” “serious?” and repeat step one until three. Oh but we are thankful we have him because he loves to call for prayer. Hmmm

THE DAMSEL IN DISTRESS
Now this girl, she said she’s not that tired or sleepy, but she falls asleep very easily. Dangerous! And she took a lot of selfies using her friend’s phone. What do you expect? And she could sometimes be, blurry?

THE SPORTS GIRL
Meanwhile, this one woman I don’t know what is her problem but I think she’s cursed, by banana. She can’t live without banana she could even marry a mamak (who plants banana tree) that can make roti canai banana. I wonder.

THE CURSING
This guy, he eats instant noodles using a “gayung/cebok” and he eats chilies like eating candy. Oh and he curse a lot. But I’m used to it, even though sometimes I feel like smacking him on the face (with chili powder). But I wouldn’t do that. Oh my.

THE LOST GOODBYE
Well, another she, she traveled to two places in a week. Who do you think? Anyway, when I see her I always have that “datin-datin” feeling. Do you know where is The High Hill? (Bukit Tinggi). And now she's gone. She left us in the dark searching for light.

THE EXORCISM
Oh my there are many shes in my class. This she, she might be scary and she keeps threatening to punch everyone and she has a very loud voice, but she is nice (and still scary). Oh? She can sense that ‘thing’ smirking behind you. No wonder she’s scary.

THE UNMOVABLE
This girl, one night she was so tense with everything she felt like leaving this jemah group. But then she’s okay. And there's this one night she waited for her sister/brother who was staying too long in the toilet. She's the one who inspired me to write this (eventually long post). Oh and she has a blog too. Cool (blog) huh? Anyway I think she likes bears so much.

THE ZAI
Next, I think she’s the most hardworking girl in my class (boys are all undeniably hardworking). She doesn’t watch tvs (but she watches drama on laptops) and she sends her brother to school every morning, despite she has no license. OMG!!!

THE SORCERER OF DAWN ALLEY
I have to say this, but you should know, the next thing in line is our drama king. He is an easy going person and good with everyone but of course he could twist your words because he is a debater. Never challenge a debater because you'll be twisted more than twisties. Oh and he's an overthinker, sometimes it made him sad.

THE LAST S...
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待续

to be continued

Click here to see part 3: Characters, Epilogue

Jemah Pajero 朋友 - Part 1: Prologue

ANNOUNCEMENT : THIS IS PART 1 OF 3 FOR POST - JEMAH PAJERO

PROLOGUE

I should say, at this point of my life, I have been through so much. Although I know there are some other people going through something much worse, I am glad because here at this corner of life, I met these bunch of awesome people.

Enrolling in UiTM Jengka never made me thought for even once that things would turn out this crazy, like crazy-crazy. I am in a class of 30 with most of them are 2 years younger than me, and I am now the eldest. *flips hair*

So we are all in the same class for this one semester, and I am sure be it not death that’ll separate us, we will be together for all of our semesters the time to come. Then, there is this one created whatsapp group that is at first very academic, and then it became quite animated, or I could say very animated. We had this beginning when the group name started changing and it keeps changing until now.

There were times where it became as silly as possible until some started complaining and eventually, he left the group. Later we created another group for crazy things so that the earlier group became formal again. Finally everyone was in again, thanks to the administrator (who keeps adding people back).

Now lets hear this short poem;

"When the sun sets, the moon rises, the light fades, and the sky dimmed. Time  has become memory of the past..."

As time passed by, that earlier whatsapp group digressed little by little and it became crazy again. People talked about bananas, doughnuts, ghosts, what-do-you-expect, roomates, Teen Wolf, Supernatural, Running Man, Yuyukahusho, Fraser Hills, 'roti canai', Hantu Kak Limah Balik Rumah and pretty much all the crazy things you don’t wanna know about.

And then, it became “Jemah Pajero”.

待续

to be continued

Click here to see part 2: The Characters

People 人

Sometimes, I wonder,
how people can be so annoying?
how people can be so selfish?
how people can be so cruel?

This is madness!
How could someone felt happy when making others angry?
How does committing bad deeds give them pleasures?

And then I realized,
it is because they didn't know how good it is to do the opposite,
because they have hearts,
but empty.

A Gift Between Life and Death 媽媽

Tomorrow is the anniversary of my mom's birth. That would be the first moment she saw the world filled with turbulence and tests - wait, what? Though I'm not so sure people say newborn babies cannot see, but this is not about that.

Seriously, I don't know how should I do this but, I'm running out of idea. There is just plain nothing in the world that is best fitting as gift.

And later that I know, the gift is always there.

"The best gift during a birthday is seeing the person who gave birth to you be right by your side."

If the best gift for me would be my mother, then my mother's best gift is my grandmother!

I used to hear some voices say:

"Why should we give presents for those who repeated another year of the same date he/she was born? What had they done so they deserve such ceremonies? They'd done absolutely nothing. The mother however, battled between life and death for her baby to experience life.

They are the one who should be celebrated. Another year passed, we should be grateful the person who'd carried us nine months in her womb is still there to breathe life. Why can't we be the best present for them - at least we could try.

Even if our mother has become one of the shining stars in the midst of night, dua's from her children is what makes it so. She's the luckiest star then.

Okay this is a very cliche wordings but,

They don't need a single cent from us - but maybe we can still help them pay the bills - and all we have to do is love and appreciate them the same way they did to us, though we should do more.

Sometimes it may be difficult, but hey should we be giving up already, we will never forgive ourselves. Ever heard of the idiom "one good turn deserves another"? 

Patience and passion is what we need most.

Nothing comes easy la bro.

And it asked: "Am I Afraid?" 我不是

I have never felt in any day of my life, this awful.

I'm feeling an unbelievable longing and emptiness to something none can describe.

Not even me.

Yes.

As time passed by, as hair grows longer, and as tear gets drier,

Lives are nearing ends,

If not today, then it might be tomorrow,

If not now, then might be later

But one thing for certain, it has to end.

If not here, then forever.

Ramadan is near.

And us? Can we reach it?

How many times have you, they say "fully utilize Ramadan?"

How many times have I?

Nay.

So,

Would it make a difference if, it's Ramadan without you?

Or you without Ramadan?

Indeed, it would.

And this, to ponder.

How To Make Soft, Delicious, Attractive, Tempting, Colourful and Easy Butter Cake (For Dummies) hahah

In this post, I'm going to teach you how to make the best three colours butter cake with the most easiest recipe (provided you follow the steps carefully)

It'll comes in handy. Wait, what?

EASY BUTTER CAKE RECIPE

so easy you might cry

INGREDIENTS:

• 2 cups of castor sugar
• 2 cups of butter
• 6 grade-A eggs
• 4 cups of self-raising flour
• Vanilla essence
• 1 cup of fresh chocolate milk (or just simply milk)
• colourings (red, green, yellow)

THE STEPS:

1. Mix sugar and butter and and beat it until fluffy. (Tips: beat it slowly for 2 minutes, then medium speed and go full speed until the sugar is fined and the batter turns light).
2. Add in eggs one by one and beat slowly until all eggs are mixed. Then beat until the eggs turns white or become fluffy.
3. Add in 2 tablespoons of vanilla. Mix.
4. Add in flour cup by cup and mix well. (do not use mixer anymore, use spatula and stir using right hand, I'm serious!).
5. Then add in milk and mix well.
6. Split the batter into three bowls and give each a colour (red, yellow and green).
7. Butter a cake pan and adds in flour evenly until it covers the butter. Remove excess flour. This is done so the cake won't stick.
8. Add one scoop of yellow batter in the middle of the cake pan and overlays with other colours on top of the first batter. Scoop each colour in layers until finish. Use spatula to avoid waste.
9. Bake in a preheated oven in a 170 Centigrades (or depends) for about 1 hour or until baked.
10. To test whether the cake is baked or not, slightly pin a thin needle in the middle of the cake and see if nothing sticks to it, it's baked. Or just use your instinct. Instinct sometimes is really helpful. But sometimes could screw you too. Or if you see the edge of your cake starts to loosen from the cake pan, then it's fully baked. Turn off the oven immediately.

SOME ESSENTIAL BAKING TIPS (you don't wanna miss this)

• From beginning, stir the batter in only one direction. Do not change direction or it will make the cake heavy and unable to raise properly when baked.
• If the butter/margarine is too soft in room temperature, lessen the amount. And when measuring the butter, do not scoop it fully into the cup. Let it be loosely.
• The sugar may be decreased a bit to avoid diabetes.
• Avoid using rotten eggs (well nobody does)
• Use fresh eggs.
• Make sure the sugar and butter is beaten until fluffy before adding eggs to ensure the cake gets fluffy too.
• The eggs must be beaten until it mix well with sugar and butter.
• Make sure the flour is sifted no matter what. Unsifted flour may make your cake too heavy and hard and does not rise.
• Do not mix the flour using mixer. Avoid stirring too much your batter when flour is added to avoid it being clayey (liat). 
• When measuring flour into the cups, do not press the flour because it will make it compact which would result in excessive flour being added.
• I usually use pineapple juice instead of chocolate milk. But this was one time that I ran out of pineapple juice, so I used milk instead. And it turned out to be that the cake is softer and smoother.
• If you can't find juice or milk, using drinking water is acceptable. I once use apple juice and orange juice, but pineapple juice will add some unique taste to your cake. However, milk is what making your cake fluffier.
• Make sure the batter does not exceed more that 2/3 of the height of your cake pan. Otherwise, your cake will jump out of the pan while baking. Cake loves to jump you know?
• In the first 45 minutes of baking, do not open your oven because heat will loss and the cake will shrink due to sudden temperature drop and bla bla blah... Just don't do it!
• When your cake is baked, turn off the oven and let the cake cool down in it. Open the oven door a little bit and make sure your cake doesn't get burnt.
• It's okay if your cake seemed "taller" in the oven but slightly shrink after the baking process is finished. Come on, do you learn Physics?
• When the cake is cooled, or not too hot (sometimes hot cakes are the best), you can try to cut it and see how the texture looks like and taste it. If you're disappointed, do not give up. Do you know how many times Thomas Edison invented bulbs? Did he give up? Then why would you?
• Try again next time. If you think there's something wrong with this recipe, use your instinct and creativity. After all, this is all my instinct.

This is not illuminati

Okay, good luck!

May The Odds Be Ever In My Favour

I have always been dreaming to be a teacher one day since I was in primary school.

I tried applying to be a high school teacher, no respond.

I tried applying to be a secondary school teacher, still no respond.

And I tried applying to be primary school teacher, God knows, they're still too busy to respond. I understand. Really.

So I tried asking for a tuition centre tutor, well, there are no vacancies!

Then, finally applied for kindergarten school teacher, who knows? May the odds be ever in my favour.

I have something to tell, but not now.

Wait, will ya?

After All This While

I have been busy. I have been involved with the registration of new UiTM students. Heh. I, registered.

And, to be said, it’s not that I really don’t have time to write something, but it was due to the super-duper-extremely-bad-and-unimaginablly-terrible network coverage here. Nah, you must be wondering which planet could I possibly be now?

Well, I’m on planet Jasin.

This is a newly opened franchise of UiTM which was built on a ceruk-hutan-ladang-kelapa-sawit. So, yeah what do you expect?

I wasn’t expecting much, and it turned out to be seriously nothing to be expected at all. Come on! They have an empty library without any single book! How cool is that huh? And not to mention, they have an uncountable number of computers; none!

Wait, I’m not trying to look down on this UiTM, it’s just that this is a new campus, and we’re the first creature to live in this place – not to mention there might be some other creepy creatures here too – so, deal with it.

So of course, since everything about this place is new, every building is new, things are progressing slowly. The contractors are still building some infrastructures, the officers are updating documents, the librarians are busy collecting books and the polis bantuan are busy sueing students.

Wait, what?

Okay.

So basically, I’m just telling you news, that I’m still alive here, breathing this dusty-smoky-hazy air. Erk. Okay you guys, just be safe and be grateful for every nikmat you have cause we never know, what come later might not be the things we like, and so before that time comes, let’s teach ourselves, to be thankful. Some other people might not even get the slightest nikmat we’re getting today.

Life’s good.

Okay.

Bye.

Multitasking? Of course not me!

I can't do multitasking. Seriously.

Some people say women are better at multitasking things
So that eventually means men are un-better-less-ness-awfully-the-hell-is-this not as good as women
Perhaps, that could be true

When I listen, I could only listen
For instance I cannot write well when listening
I can write, it's just that it will have zero chance that it'll pass trough my heart

Okay just forget it.

Is There Still Hope?

I was blind before
All I see was darkness
After all this while
I thought I've seen the light

I tried walking into it
But endless far I have been
I was lost in a place so bright
Though you have put me back where I begin
I end up stuck myself in between

Is there still hope?
For a person like me
As much as I keep fighting it in
It end up emerging free from within

Is there still hope for me
I have gone far, far too long
When I thought I might have win
But never even once, I did not give in

The courage inside me shall never die
So long as there's sun and sky
Although sometimes I'm sad and I cry
I'm never gonna put it out of try

So you can see me cry and sober
But never again I'm becoming a loser
I don't need a person to keep my strength
For him alone, I walk on length

And him alone, to light my hope
And him, I have everything.

Marriage (Jodoh bahasa Inggeris apa eh?)

I may have not loved anyone, but I always love blueberry cheese tart.

I have never been in love with anyone. I never knew what does coupling feels like. Erk. You know what I'm sayin'?

Eversince I lived, even during my dark ages(?), I have never, ever, not even once, experienced these couple-boy-girl-immatured-love thingy. Do you trust me? Well, you should! Why? Because I don't tell lies. Sometimes (during my dark ages, heh), I wonder why. Why haven't I get the opportunity to ever experience such moments. Sometimes I got worried, could it be that no one would want to be, erk, my girlfriend? Could it be that no one looks up to me? But this doesn't mean that during my dark ages, I allowed such immoral and unshameful acts and behaviors, such as holding hands, touching here, touching there, what?

But, it would be a lie if I say I never had feelings to anyone, I did (and sometimes I do). Maybe it's just that I didn't know how to express it, or I might be too shy.

There was once, I admired my form 5 senior when I was in form 3, she was a prefect (read carefully), and I too was. So, yeah! Guess what? Nothing happened! Heh. Well, actually we can't always control our feelings such as that, am I right? We tend to admire/like anything that brings fondness to our heart. And what matters most is how we react towards that situation. Do we let ourselves being controlled by desire, or we control our desire?

Keep your answer.

And now, I strongly believe, everything that happened was for a reason, or reasons. Heh. After all, He saves the best for the last right? Now that I've walked into the Light (still walking), I see there's a huge lesson to be learnt. Everything that happened, or did not happen, were meant to protect me (cewah perasan).

I've heard somewhere, an ustazah said:

"Orang yang pernah bercinta sebelum berkahwin, tidak layak untuk orang yang belum pernah bercinta. Kerana percintaan selepas kahwin itu jauh sangat berbeza dengan sebelum kahwin. Percintaan sebelum perkahwinan, apa yang kita dapat hanya lakonannya. Sedangkan perkahwinan itu hakikatnya tidak sentiasa manis.  

Bayangkan seorang wanita/lelaki yang bercinta sebelum berkahwin, cintanya begitu murah diberikan kepada entah siapa-siapa, lalu adilkah untuk cinta yang pernah dirasai oleh siapa-siapa itu untuk diberi kepada orang yang cinta pertamanya khusus untuk isteri/suaminya?"

Erk. I may have changed the actual sentence about 90% because I can't remember it well. But it was something like that, lah. I'm not saying that it's wrong to marry a person who had experienced monkey love, elephant love or even cicak kubing love. Islam doesn't even state that. But why can't we save something special, for someone very special? Yeah?

Okay, this, actually to give strength and motivation to those who never experienced monkey love. Hah. But if you're not ashamed, do as you pleased.

Now,

Many of my brothers are stepping one stair ahead; they are getting married. Of course I am jealous. But, seriously, it's not the time for me yet. I will wait, and let the Owner of time decides. Ohoi.

I once said to my mother: "Ibu, ibu carikanlah abang mana-mana calon yang sesuai. Abang terima je." Erk.

You Know It Yourself

There's still hope

There are things that you know, things that others know, things that you know but others don’t, things that others know but you don’t.

Also, there are things that everyone knows and things that none of us know.

And you know it yourself, when you feel high or when you feel down. I mean in term of taqwa. Yes! We all know it!

It’s common sense, but not for all. Know that when you feel how high up or how down low your taqwa is, that means the least you have is as thin as onion shell, taqwa!

Sometimes, too long the heart hardens. But do not give up just yet! So long as there’s time, there’s hope! Hard things they are bendable, really!

I have been away. For weeks. Far from home. So my momentum is quite altered. And I need to find it back. So I could keep my pace.

Pray for me! And our brothers and sisters.

17 Things About Cemara Interesting Enough For You To Read

Trivia: Apa yang anda patut tahu mengenai filem pendek “Cemara” (Tonton 'trailer' di sini!)

1. Filem ini dihasilkan oleh orang yang sama menghasilkan “The Nightwalk 1 & 2”

2. Idea untuk menghasilkan satu video telah timbul dari Adli setelah menonton video “The Drama King”

3. Idea telah disebarkan pada suatu malam selepas solat Isyak di surau Cemara

4. Antara pelakon awal yang dicadangkan adalah Adli, Arif dan Fawwaz. Namun Adli kemudiannya menarik diri dari menjadi watak utama.

5. Empat orang telah melakukan acara “brainstorming” idea di bilik Arif. Namun tiada sebarang keputusan dibuat (sebab semua tiada idea yang disepakati).

6. Pada mulanya, seseorang telah memberi idea (pasal budaya bertegur sapa dan err, stalk facebook) yang agak menarik, tetapi kemudiaannya ditolak kerana terlalu sweet. heh

7. Akhirnya, satu cerita diambil inspirasi penulisan blogger “Inspector Saahab” bertajuk “Kau, next sem sebilik nak?”

8. Keizinan “Inspector Saahab” untuk mengadaptasi penulisannya hanya ditanya setelah penggambaran beberapa babak telah dijalankan.

9. Jalan cerita telah diubah mengikut kesesuaian masa dan tempat tetapi idea asalnya masih dikekalkan.

10. Nama watak telah diubah secara tidak sengaja (aku pun tak tau kenapa tak guna nama Rayyan Muslih & Muse tu, mungkin sebab soleh sangat kot).

11. Keseluruhan penggambaran dirakam hanya menggunakan dua biji telefon-i 5 (iPhone 5).

12. Filem ini diarah, dirakam, diedit, dan segala di oleh orang yang sama.

13. Filem ini merupakan video terpanjang tempoh suntingannya berbanding apa-apa video yang pernah dihasilkan oleh orangnya, kira-kira tiga bulan (berbanding video yang lain hanya memakan masa dari satu malam hingga tujuh hari).

14. Penggambaran sebenar telah mengambil masa selama tiga hari (dua hari di Cemara, Shah Alam dan satu hari di Janda Baik, Pahang).

15. Babak satu hari di Janda Baik telah hilang dan rosak ketika disalin dari iPhone ke komputer (sebab tu tiada babak sungai).

16. Babak di Janda Baik dijalankan ketika program rehlah terakhir bersama ‘pelajar-pelajar’ INTEC yang lain (dapat baju, heh).

17. Tajuk asal “Cemara” adalah “Roommate”.

"Cemara" dijadualkan siap pada Ogos ini. Diharapkan para 'peminat' (ececeh) dapat bersabar. Wuhiuu

P/S: Blog ini telah dipinjam untuk menumpangkan post "17 Trivia Filem Cemara The Movie". Jadi post ini sedikit istimewa kerana ditulis dalam bahasa Malaysia (walaupun tajuknya dalam bahasa Inggeris) hoho.

P/S: Teruskanlah urusan kita seperti biasa. Tetapi janganlah lupakan saudara-saudara kita yang berada di Mesir, Syria dan di mana-mana sahaja. Sekurang-kurangnya marilah baca doa ini:

"Ya Allah, Engkau peliharalah kami, serta saudara-saudara kami dari segala kejahatan makhluk-makhluk. Sungguh, Engkau pasti memberikan kemenangan saat tiba waktu yang telah Engkau janjikan. Dan jadikanlah kami termasuk orang-orang yang menang. Sesungguhnya Engkau tidak memungkiri janji!"

#Amin

RALAT #error

Malam ini (18/8/2013), saya dapat tahu karya asal telah ditulis oleh saudara habiburrahim dalam blog ashabulislam. Sila baca di sini.

The Seed of Watery Melons

Okay.
This is my post in July.
I realized that July is leaving (not to mention Ramadan is also only left few days) so I decided to post something as in the post in July. Yeay!

Ramadan is leaving. I don't know if I did use the month wisely or not.
Anyway, I'm just writing to the least making one post for this month.

Oh yes, I'm planting things now. I planted mangoes, pumpkins, grapes and oranges.
These are few weeks ago.

But currently, I have these watermelon seeds that I fancy planting. They say watermelon grows quite fast. well, let see. And they say the seeds we get from fruits we buy at the supermarket are not good to be planted. Who cares! Let's give it a try. No harm done right?

Hopefully they do grow healthy and welathy. Wahahaha

I am very busy.

Love In The Leaf

This is a leaf I found in Jelebu. It lookes ordinary but there's something special about it.

This marks the end of my participation in i-Prokhas for three years in the future. I feel sad. Very sad.

I don't know, lately I always have this weird feeling. Such feelings is always sadness, gloomy and longing.

God help me! I found many valuable things for participating in this i-Prokhas program regardless my status as a participating student or facilitating student. Both really mean a lot to me. Oh I really wish I can get involved again in such program.

LAST DAYS

Anyway, now these days will be the last days of me in INTEC. In less than 14 days I will be around. (I really don't know what to say) I'm damn sleepy right now. I slept at 5 in the morning for completing my Sociology video presentation. Woke up at 5.40 a.m. and slept again at 6.13 a.m. and woke up again at 9.15 a.m. to get to class for the aca-awesome video presentieren. Heh.

I'm seriously going to miss these days.

A Tormented Spirit

Okay. That title. Why did I choose that title. I just don't know. Can I just say I like how it sound like?

Ignore it, but don't ignore me. Fine!

I once read somewhere who asked:

"How do we create blogs? What if no one read it?"

And, so the answer she replied was:

I just write it after all! It doesn't matter whether anyone wants to read it or not. Just keep writing (but of course be responsible with what we write)."

So, this is it. I'm writing a brand new post, today.

I'll be going to somewhere this afternoon to help some facilitators facilitate the students. So, I'm happy. This could probably be the last time I'm joining them. I'm looking forward to this since a long time ago. I'll be off about three days. This is a very good program organized by my institution and now it is entering its 18th time already. Ow I'm so glad. Do you? Oh you don't care about anything. Wait, or actually you do?

Forget it. Never mind.

So, gotta go. Guu-de-bay a.k.a. goodbye. Fine, nonsense it is!

Who's Pregnant Again?

Hello. This is Edelweiss. Okay, I just made that name. I guess she doesn't has a special name among human being just yet. Perhaps her lover call her with a different name. Meoow!

Okay, few weeks ago, she was pregnant (does pregnant is suitable for animals?). And finally she gave birth to four cute little kittens. Homaigad seriously adorable. They were funny too (how did I know?).

They lived in my doorway. And we even made a paper house (out of drinking boxes). Or, houses. Okay it was quite plenty of boxes that we used. And they became unpleasantly smelled too. Ow oh, and my roommate used to feed her too. Well since it's only the mother cat that ate Friskies or Whiskas or bread while her kittens only feed on her milk. By the way, there was one day that I saw one of the kittens ate a lizard. Yucks!

Everything was perfectly fine, apart from the fact that they were making the corridor smelled like shit (it was their shit after all) until one day when I return home from college just to notice that she was alone that time. Her kittens were gone. It was a sad story. I saw her walked at the side without a smile anymore (I don't really know how cats smile). Oh come on! She lost her most beloved kittens. You just need to see how she looked like. It was pathetic, but at the same time pitiful. Could you possibly imagine if your mother lose you? Well, if you're such a troublemaker I won't be shocked to know if your mother enjoy your absence. Okay, kidding!

Hey, this is serious! I (we) never really know where those cute little pigs were taken to. We just assumed that the cleaner took them and gave them to someone who might actually willing to take a good care of  them. Although, we could still make bad assumptions like: "Who knows they might just dump those kittens like Ralph?" but we didn't (oh no I just did!).

As day passed by (or should it be 'days'?), up to now she gained her stability back. Couples of days ago - it was like lightning - she showed herself again. With a melon-like stomach.

She's pregnant again. And I don't know who's the father of those baby kitten(s).

The cycles begin.

The End.

It's an amazing story isn't it? Heh

First Ever!

Hello everyone. This might be the first post eva. I just created this brand new blog because I have been thinking lately. I have this weird and excited feeling about nothing. I just feel that I need to write something, in English. Or basically in American language. Yeah!

This post (and forth) will be just my random thoughts (can't be sure yet).

A reminder, The existence of this new blog is just the reflection of my other side that I (usually) hide from everyone. But now I realize that hiding that identity (or personality) make me feel very unhappy. It's like you have this great power but you cannot use it although you know it's there. What a shame!

Besides, I really hope that at least these writings can help me improve my Englisias. Huh!

In later time, when I see back to my older post, I might feel "Oh my! What I wrote are all so lame and immature and yucks!"

But who cares? I don't give a damn about it anymore (hopefully I'll never ever hurt anyone). Err, maybe one day I'll try to give it a damn.

Kthanksbai