Hi there. It has been quite sometimes since I last wrote in here. Actually, I have a lot of things to write but they were so much that I ended up writing none here.
Things change. I have spent two months here and I'm nearing the finals soon. I guess I am not ready yet. I always am. I lost a place to hold on.
Have you ever felt in your life that you're such a jerk, such an asshole and useless? I don't know all these things around me, all these feelings, these hatred and grief, they're all mixed up together I don't know what is this all about?
I think my soul is corrupted.