It's already June 2015. I don't know why time flies so fast. It has already been the second semester I'm here. Even so, this is nearing end. So many people I met along the way. Some are expected and some are totally unexpected - in a good way and also the opposite.
Friends, teachers, even some random people, I learned a lot from them. At least I get something to fill my pocket. We, if we walk the earth, we'll find so many things if we want to, if we open our eyes, because in the end it's all depend on our hearts. What we think the heart wants, might not really be what the soul needs. Could be just our 'nafs' playing around.
Lately, so many things happened. Everytime I think I might not be able to handle it, there's always someone who reminds me. I'm glad for that. Seriously.
My grandmother was infected, warded and gone operation twice, and my another grandmother was hit by a car - broke her shoulder and leg, and still warded when I am still so far from them. Sometimes it's confusing, but I'm still holding still.
Then, the refections of my heart, the image flickers. Thought was one, but four - if it's real as I thought. Very complicated, and confusing. I don't know.
But trust me, I am still holding, and I will not let go.
May Allah grant recovery and favour your grandmother with well-being.
ReplyDeleteMay Allah make it easier for you and your family, give you strength to get through what ever you are going through. oh, Please, do not forget to make duas as well.
Allah does not charge a soul except [with that within] its capacity. [ 2:286]
"I tell you to keep going, not because it's easy. Not because it doesn't hurt. I tell you to keep going because there's no other way. To stop is to die. Life is in motion. In growth. In change. Life is in seeking and in finding. Life is in redemption. Each moment is a new birth. A new chance to come back, to get it right. A new chance to make it better" [ Yasmin Mogahed ]
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